Why We Write: Skye Dent
I’ve been so fascinated with how well everyone prior to this penning can verbalize why they write.
Gloria Estefan put it much more melodically: “The words get in the way.”
For
years I’ve tried to tell friends and family why I write. For them, the
words as to why never seemed sufficient even though my news articles,
scripts, and novels seemed to speak volumes.
My mom still introduces me by saying “This is my daughter, Skye. She’s a writer. Tell them what you do.” She seems to be saying that being a writer wasn’t something that one did, at least not for a living.
And for a while, she proved to be right.
Like
most of the WGA members, there are long stretches of time, sometimes
years, when writing doesn’t make a living. When I first left a fairly
profitable and hugely personally rewarding career as a journalist, my sister Betty used to continuously taunt me by saying: “Boy, you made a mistake. My husband makes more in a few hours changing tires on 18-wheelers than you do in one month.”
As much as one would like to, you really can’t fire your sister. Besides, she was right.
My
brother-in-law made more doing emergency repairs on tractor-trailer
rigs than some entertainment attorneys. We were screaming “Go Teamsters”
long before they joined us on the picket line.
Then,
there’s my other sister. She hedges her bets. She’s convinced that most
great writers only become recognized for their great works after
they’re dead. In case she’s right, she has…rights…to all of my scripts
after I die.
Hell,
what do I care. All of my psychics say I’ll die abruptly and
painlessly. So, it’s not as if any money that comes in will go towards
the health maintenance system, a misnomer if I ever heard one.
Another
sister, the successful sister, has an explanation for why I write. She
says there was so much violence and abuse in our household as kids that I
escaped by going to the library to read and write.
Although
you’ve heard this story before and after the #BlackLivesMatter movement
started, my teenage brother actually was murdered in the racist streets
of Boston. He was 15. I was 13. When something like that happens, the
parents who loved him always blame those who they think were responsible
for loving him too little, or too much. What parents rarely seem to
realize while they are flinging accusations is that we siblings
occasionally get hit and, being young, have even less chance of avoiding
the hits…which keep on coming.
In
response to my sister, I would joke about how I should credit abuse for
getting me into reading and writing and thus into Brown University. “Ha, ha,” I said, “violence does have some good residual effects.” Oops, sorry to mention the R-word.
So, to be honest, I guess I should really title this essay, “Why I Wrote.”
Simple. Writing got me out of the ghetto. If you go to the projects in
Roxbury, Boston where I grew up, you’ll see condos. But, back when I was
growing up, all of Boston was a ghetto, physically and mentally.
Writing got me out. Writing took me across country. Writing took me to Great Britain, Italy, Rio, Bahia, Paris.
Writing
got me my first TV script assignment. When writer friends found out
that I had written a letter about myself asking Jeri Taylor for a chance
to pitch at STAR TREK: VOYAGER they laughed and said “No one writes letters in this town.” Jeri Taylor and Brannon Braga invited me in to pitch and the first thing Jeri said was “No one writes letters in this town.” Then, they hired me.
That’s
when I found out, writers for TV and film may not all be damn fine
humanistic or even human human beings. But, they are witty, intelligent,
fun, charmingly caustic, passionate, intriguing, sometimes senseless
and sometimes nonsensical beings.
In short, they are some of the most knowledgeable people I know.
So, perhaps fulfilling the parental mantra of “education will get you everywhere in life” somewhere along the line, way before the picket line, took on a twisted, different meaning for me. The Twisted Sister.
Instead
of using education to get me someplace, I ended up being drawn to
people who are educated. Maybe not in the traditional sense. But, admit
it. What writer do you know who does not know a hell of a lot more about
certain subjects than you do? And don’t you sometimes walk away from a
conversation with such beings asking yourself, can life get any better
than this?
And
OK, over time, I came to love writing. No apologies. No explanation.
Except for exercising, which is more of a spiritual pleasure than
anything else, the longest relationship I’ve ever had is with writing.
And the people who “get” me are writers.
I’m
not one of those writers who never had doubts. Just never about
writing. A few years ago, I decided I needed to grow up and get a “real”
gig. So I got a job as a media relations specialist for Uconn, properly
spelled U-Con.
By
that time, being a writer was so much a part of me that I started to
have withdrawal symptoms. I couldn’t sleep at night. My steps seemed to
continually lead me to the university’s School of Fine Arts. I had
dreams in which I was a character in a horror film set on a Connecticut
cow country campus. I went into therapy. Started taking Paxil. Heard
Slinky noises (you know, the toy) in my head. I probably would have
turned pale and pasty, except…Black folks never get that sick.
So,
I guess you could now say I “write” to keep my head “right.” I tried a
real university, University of North Carolina where I felt blessed to be
teaching spouses and offspring of the military. If you ever want an
incredible teaching experience, teach in the military town of
Fayettenam, NC, the home of Ft. Bragg. All of your students may not get
A’s. But, I did not meet one student who was not mission-driven.
I
came back to Hell-A. My family doesn’t make fun of my writing anymore.
Apparently, they missed me. Writing brought me back, and they seem happy
to have me around again.
I
optioned an incredible legal case that will change what people thought
they knew about American history. It will unite Latinos, Blacks, Whites,
Jews and Asians in a world that profits well by keeping us divided.
I
know I’m at my best when I’m writing and I know I’m a better person
when I write. If I couldn’t write, I wouldn’t be me. Nothing deep.
Nothing profound.
End of story, you’d thinnnnnnkkkkkk.
I still lecture at universities quite a lot. But, I try to focus on high schools, where students truly need us more.
The teacher in charge usually introduces me with the words…
“This is Skye Dent. She’s a TV and film writer. Tell them what you do.”
Mommmmmmmmmmmm!!!!!!
